yesterday, again, like almost one year ago, i felt this .... after doing something -because somebody told me to do it, not because it was my intention-, i had the image of seeing myself throwing a huge card to the air and just watch it from below floating over me, without and idea of how is gonna fall back to earth, on which side or anything. just watching it from my level as a pure expectator who trows the cards because somebody else thinks i should throw them to the air...???
letting life decide for you?... ive never been good at choosing directions anyway.
p.s. adriana ist wieder in münchen! yeiii!
